Friday 21st July 2017

I am home alone for the next few days. So much freedom but so little energy to do anything, quite sad when you think about it. I’ve been trying to stay away from social media. Succeeding so far but every so often the FOMO (whatever that is) comes creeping in but in terms of my “mind issues”…it’s helping a bit so we’ll see how that one goes.

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Tuesday 18th July 2017

I wanted to write something clever.
Original. Unique.
But when I search my mind for those words,
the outlook’s kind of bleak.
It depends what kind of day it is.
The weather. My mood. Whatever.
Today it’s too hot, I cannot think…
So this will have to do. Time for a drink…

Water, of course.

X

Thursday 13th July 2017

Hello again, needed a few days away. Not been great recently and I just needed to switch off from everything and just be alone. Still not feeling brilliant, a lot of stuff on my mind creating havoc but I’m better than I was (or as better as I can be all things considered). The gym was amazing, I am really glad I signed up for it – I went late, wanting to be around as few people as possible so I can be a bit less self aware and nervous about working out but, as it turned out, everyone was in their own world anyway so there was no need to worry. Already feeling the effects so that can go down as a win. Three long shifts ahead at work (the job I need to do, not the one I want to do) before I can properly relax, dealing with the public and customers when you are not feeling the best mindwise is tricky but I guess it’s onwards and no time to complain…

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